Flow of tears

I would like  to tell you that I can write many sad stories as if I am a script writer. But it depends on how well your tears can flow. This flow would never be the same with the financial flows in any banking or financial systems. Obviously it is not easy to be a script writer when you are writing about other people's life.

I am very surprised sometimes to see people celebrate their birthday by organising some special parties or "makan-makan" and the like. They would never be able to invite everyone for sure. But their parties and pictures of their cakes and celebrations are posted and can reach the people who are not invited to such parties.

I have known a person who never celebrated his birthday. I tried to understand why he has never appreciated his birthday. After more than 30 years I tried to figure out how he "feels" by not celebrating his own birthday. He never answered me. He said his answer will sadden me.

Well that's enough for the above because I can't tell how sad he must be if he himself tell me what makes he sad? Some answers cannot be written everywhere.

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I understand why a particular person said that a birthday is "just another day". I can give you an illustration:

"One day a boy was invited to a birthday party of one of his friends. His mother did not give consent to attend the party without stating any reason for the poor boy. That boy went to his friend's house. But he did not enter the house he just sat outside the gate far from being seen by others because he wanted to know how it felt to celebrate a birthday party. He was very frustrated when he saw his friends were enjoying themselves by eating cakes and cookies and they played games together without him. The party was still on even without him. 

That boy asked his mother why can't he celebrate his own birthday? The mother asked him to find the answer himself by saying "one day you would find the answer".

If it is true that your birthday is "just another day" will you be able to find the answer for that boy?

Should an ambition to be a sad episode?

People have got ambitions they do not reveal anywhere. With the aim to achieve one's career prospect, there exist many obstacles which make one's life so miserable to the extent of making others feel so sad and cry every night because the person will leave them one day.

Have you ever felt the same too? IT is not easy to leave sometimes. Once you are attached to something that makes you feel good and comfortable, there would be people who want you to take new challenges to the expense of your ambitions. As if your ambitions are useless.

One person in particular had wished to become a doctor. After a span of a few decades, he is no longer a doctor even though he has written a book as if he is a doctor in the house. He becomes the oldest person in record as a PM for example. He is not a qualified doctor now because of his age, presumably.

I do not want to talk about ambitions anymore. Nobody cares for example when a person wanted to become a pilot, then he ended up being a barrister. Another person wished to become a scientist, then he became a roti canai seller. Sadly enough, a person wished to become a teacher, finally he ended up being a stupid toll collector at the Highway.

One person in particular would cry every night when he knows that the person he admires the most will no longer continue his studies because he has been labelled as "PTPTN defaulters have no shame" by the oldest person as mentioned above.

I can't describe how a person cries in silent. Obviously you will never see it. Never.

Not my copy

I seriously feel so embarrased when one of my close friends made fun of me by saying that my face is just like Jho Low. What the heck in this world there are so many people that he made a close resemblance of me the same as that Jho Low.

If an apple falls down from a tree, it is called a gravity. What about if a Boeing falling down from Atlantic sky, what do you call it then?

Everyone of us has one name that should never be heard due to extreme hatred or anger to that particular person or something like that. I must not indulge in any more arguments with anybody if it hurts my feeling like the above.

Do I look like him? Don't ask me to get back all the 1MDB money if the above is in the affirmative.
Surely I don't need botox or its equivalent.

Oh my gosh I have come to this extent of this kind of writing.

Oh my gosh!

The one you love eating

Quite some times that I did not pen my blog here. I just need some space for myself to review as much as possible the best possible way that I can say something to my fans (hahahaahahaha as if I have one)!

What  a boring life if you do not know how to say Hello to someone you really want to meet up, is it not? (this does not apply to annoying bankers and bill collectors for sure since some of them have ruined the banking and financial systems spasmodically).

There is nothing more soothing than to see our beloved ones having meals in front of us. For example it is hard to eat with someone you love or admire but upon seeing them eating from a distance would make you love that person more. Have you tried eating with someone you dislike?

I have a friend whose father lost contact with his son. Suddenly after viewing his son's video having his meals, the father couldn't stop crying for a few days. I understand it much.

Well sometimes it is much easier not to speak of tears than to talk about food.

Bon appetite.